Moving out.

…when that’s the only solution you can think to keep your sanity.

Everything is so painful.

Everything becomes meaningless.

You always think I’m the strong one.

Little did you know that I’m weak.

But I need to wear my strong mask because I know you both need my back.

You both need my listening ears.

You both need my unbiased reasons.

Little did you know that I, myself, also need someone who can listen to all the pains I’ve been & continuously receiving.

As much as I can wear my happy mask, I am doing it.

As much as I can bear with all these shit, I am doing it.

But please…can you hear me just once?

I spoke once.

But I got rejected.

I spoke once.

But you said, I need to give more patience & understanding.

I spoke once.

But I became the bad person.

I just want to scream my heart out!

But I cannot.

Because you said that I am more capable of being understanding.

Can’t I scream?

Then you’re pushing me/us to move out.

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